This Christmas, I had the opportunity to read a book with my nephews, If You Take a Mouse to the Movies by Laura Numeroff. It is a spinoff on her classic If You Give a Mouse a Cookie. We would occasionally stop at the end of a page and ask, “Okay, what do you think the mouse will want next?”
This experience transported me momentarily to my childhood. I remembered how my teachers would occasionally pause and ask the class, “What do you think is going to happen on the next page?”
Of course, as I grew up, I stopped reading this way. I learned to read quickly. To read for content. To consume as much as I could in the time I had. I had professors who taught me how to speedread, to scan for items of interest or significance. To stop at the end of a sentence or at the end of a page and ask, “What’s going to happen next?” would be a waste of time. It would be inefficient. It would be slow.
Yet as I read slowly with my nephews, I felt closer to God. To ask the question, “What will this silly mouse want next?” was not just idle speculation. It was an act of paying attention. The focus was not just “What happens to the mouse in this story?” but “What’s the heart of the mouse in this story?” What is it that is moving this story along?
Simeon and Anna See More
Christmas was several days ago, but we are still firmly in Christmastide, the season of Christmas. Which is to say, we are still celebrating the arrival of God in our world in the most surprising of ways.
Today’s scripture tells of the first two individuals who recognize Jesus as the messiah without being told who he is. Mary and Joseph have been told by the angel. The shepherds have been told by a host of angels. But Simeon and Anna have not been told. Yet when they see this dirt poor couple enter the temple with an infant boy, somehow they see the messiah. The rest of the world sees an anonymous couple—so poor that they cannot afford a sheep for the customary sacrifice and must settle for a turtledove and pigeon (Luke 2: 24; cf. Lev 11). The rest of the world see a helpless infant, a baby boy incapable of anything more than inarticulate squeaks and groans and crying. But Simeon and Anna see something more. Why?
Slowing Down
Luke likes to tell stories in pairs, two at a time. For example, Jesus’ birth story is actually paired with another birth story: John the Baptizer. In today’s scripture, Jesus is recognized by not one stranger, but two. What’s the link between them? The common thread? To my eyes, it’s simple. They’re both old. Simeon’s words indicate that he’s in the twilight of his life. “Now you are dismissing your servant in peace,” he says to God (Luke 2:29), suggesting that he is finally ready to die. And Anna is “of great age,” Luke tells us, an eighty-four-year-old widow who spends all her time in the temple (Luke 2:36-37).
Now, I know no one likes to think of themselves as old or elderly. Certainly no one here is old right? But we’re all familiar with the process of aging, and I think we can all agree that to get older usually means “slowing down.”
For some people, “slowing down” is a bad thing. They fight it. They want to maintain the illusion of control that is so easy to maintain when you’re younger, when you’re in good health and advancing in your career and building your little kingdom. To “slow down” would be to admit defeat.
But I think Simeon and Anna have embraced the reality of “slowing down.” When we slow down, we can pay more attention. Just like pausing at the end of a sentence or the end of a page and asking what’s really going on, slowing down invites us to pay attention. And paying attention is, in essence, an act of prayer. It is looking for the heart of God in the world around us. It draws us beneath the surface of what’s happening and nearer to the heart of God.
The Surprise of God
French philosopher Paul Virilio once wrote, “Speed is violence.” This is literally true and manifested in the danger of fast-moving objects like bullets and cars. But it is equally true in a more figurative sense. Living at a fast pace does violence to our attention. Speed kills attention. Just think about the last time you tried to do three things at once, like cook and talk on the telephone and entertain a grandchild or a pet. Chances are you overlook a key ingredient or you measure out one cup instead of one tablespoon and your dinner is…disappointing—if not a complete disaster. Similarly when I speed-read, I miss important details. I miss implied connections. I may well miss out on the underlying meaning of the text.
Sometimes people talk about old age as a second childhood. I think we see that in Simeon and Anna in the best of ways. They have both embraced slowing down. They have relinquished the illusion of control. They pause at the end of each sentence, each page, and ask, “I wonder what’s really going on?” Which is to say, they’re paying attention. They’re drawing nearer to the heart of God. And so they’re able to recognize when God arrives in the most surprising of ways.
While most Judeans are expecting a conquering messiah who will restore Israel to national greatness, Simeon has discerned in his slowing down that God’s salvation is for everyone, that the messiah is not only, as he puts it, for the “glory [of] Israel” but also also “a light for revelation to the Gentiles” (Luke 2:32). While most Judeans are expecting a messiah whose greatness will be seen in his power and his prestige, Simeon and Anna seem to have discerned in their slowing down that true greatness comes in the little and lowly things, in a humble faith in God; they recognize the messiah in the baby boy of this dirt poor couple.
The Gift of Growing Older
I’ll confess, I’ve projected into the story a little bit of my own experience. We cannot know for certain why Simeon and Anna recognize the Christ child, other than that they were both looking for God. Luke tells simply us that Simeon was “looking forward to the consolation of Israel” and that Anna fasted and prayed in the temple “night and day” (Luke 1:25, 37).
But my experience has been that, generally, when I live at a fast speed, frantic, hurried, I pay less attention to what matters. I try to stay in control of things. I feel more distant from God. Conversely, when I live slowly, I relinquish control and pay more attention to the world around me, and I feel closer to God.
The new year is fast approaching, a reminder that time marches on and we’re not getting any younger. Perhaps it feels sometimes like things are passing us by and we can’t keep up. Or simply like we’re slowing down.
But Simeon and Anna remind us that growing older and slowing down is not a sad thing to resist. On the contrary, it is a gift. Slowing down invites us into the reality that we are not in control and that God is near, perhaps in surprising ways. Slowing down is an invitation to pay attention. And to pay attention is to draw near to the heart of God…which we might discover to be bigger than we thought and dwelling in the littlest, lowest of things.
Prayer
Surprising God,
Who shows up, day after day,
But so often disguised in the ordinary—
Open our hearts to receive your gift
Of aging and slowing down.
…
May we learn to look for you
Not in success and spectacle,
But by prayer and paying attention.
In Christ Jesus, child of poverty, child of God: Amen.